New Dawn :)

Soo...I've given my blog a whole new look, changed the name of it. 

*points up and grins*
ya see it huh? ya see it? lol

But nowwwww I am going to sleep lol

*yawns*
I shall return tomorrow.

*deuces*

Hi again guys!

*walks in*
*looks around*
*blows away dust*

Well...it has certainly been awhile since I've posted here...it's amazing how quickly time can past and how much can happen in that amount of time ya know? I've grown so much and so much has changed that it still shocks me at times when I think about some things.

This is my promise to myself though, to post here more often because this: writing, is TRULY my passion and it took me awhile to remember that.

 

Its Sad But Funny...

but my little sister and my mother's best friend's daughter are trying to hook me up with her older brother...who I've known since we were all little since we grew up as family...

damn *smh* I guess my love life has gotten that bad that an 18 year old and a 17 year old feel the need to play my personal cupids....

                          its funny though because I used to like her older brother lmao

I Hate To Say This But...

I am a city girl @ heart but deep down...I know I'm a country girl (some people would call me a Southern Belle) and any other time I would have no issue with that but this time....I HATE the fact that I have the opinions and values of 2 different worlds.

So my great-grandmother raised my entire family that no matter WHAT, you were to honor your parents and that they were always right...well that worked when my family was in the country but the minute they started moving to the city, things changed. Let's just say: my family kinda skewed off the path that my great-grandmother put them on and some of the changes were for the better but some? were most DEF for the worst of the fam as a whole.

Now I said all that to get to my point lol.

I love my mother dearly but she is the MOST arrogant, hating, condescending person that I have ever met (yes I realize I'm only 21 about to be 22 but still!!). Sometimes I'll listen to her talk and I just have to shake my head at the ignorance that comes out of her mouth and to say she has 3 college degrees...you would think she'd be more socially acceptable but *smh* no she's not. My 17 year old sister and I are more accepting than her. I have no shame in saying that my family started off in the ghetto and with hard work we all made it out of there but @ the same time I remember my past and where I come from and I know that without that place, I wouldn't be the person that I am today. My mother on the other hand? At every chance she gets, she degrades that life and the people who, unfortunately, are still living it.

The bible says  

 but how can I honestly honor someone who, in my opinion, isn't honoring themselves? 

 P.S. ohh did I mention she's one of those people that ALWAYS have to be right? 

and even when they find out they were wrong they refuse to admit it? Yeahhhhh....I HATE those type of people. I'm sorry but no one is right 24/7/365. That's life, accept it & get over it.

 

I Swear....

Soo I'm sitting in here watching WWE (yes I'm 21 & still watch wrestling lol) but n-e-ways!! I'm sitting here watching it and none other than Shawn Michaels BKA The Heartbreak Kid comes out.

This man is the reason I fell in love with wrestling when I was younger.....

*sigh*
I promise if I had the chance....I would marry him
BUT
I can't so I'll just go on loving him from afar.

 

"Age Is Just A Number....

and jail is just a room."

 (via facebook)

lmaoooo!! That is my laugh of the day...so to everybody out there: remember this phrase the next time you start to say that age is just a number...a # that could have you in a cell doing 15 to life. 

Yeah sooo...it's 2011

yeah I know I'm late with this but hey *shrugs* when have I ever done anything when I'm supposed to? lol. Anyways!! for those who follow me (and read the posts lol) we all know 2010 was a crazy year for me: lost 3 cousins -->RIP to them all<--, ended 2 friendships (one which I thought would ever end) and found new ones. Overall I have to say 2010 was an okay year for me....yeah sure there's a few things I could have done differently but hey that's life *shrugs* and honestly I'm happy about everything that happened because all of it taught me a lesson. This year though: I'm focusing more on me and my needs and not everyone else's. This year has already started off to a good start for me and I plan on keeping it this way....*toasts* here's to hoping that I can get everything that I want out of this year and that all of you can as well.