I Hate To Say This...

So uhh....I hate my job.

LOL.

Like I really don't know how to say it much plainer than those words right there.

It's not my co-workers...its the managers from HELL!!

Every morning I wake up and put on my gospel music to prepare my soul and spirit for the drama that is going to come with my day lmao.

I'm laughing but it really isn't funny smdh.

One manager we ALL swear is on the DL(downlow) because everytime he speaks and moves it just...sprinkles glitter everywhere.

One is a short little white girl who's only 24, swears she's black and thinks her position has made her queen of the world.

And then pimple face.....*sigh* poor poor pimple face 

lmfaooooo

those are the only words we have for him.

*SIGH*
GODDAMN IT I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!

New Dawn :)

Soo...I've given my blog a whole new look, changed the name of it. 

*points up and grins*
ya see it huh? ya see it? lol

But nowwwww I am going to sleep lol

*yawns*
I shall return tomorrow.

*deuces*

Hi again guys!

*walks in*
*looks around*
*blows away dust*

Well...it has certainly been awhile since I've posted here...it's amazing how quickly time can past and how much can happen in that amount of time ya know? I've grown so much and so much has changed that it still shocks me at times when I think about some things.

This is my promise to myself though, to post here more often because this: writing, is TRULY my passion and it took me awhile to remember that.

 

Its Sad But Funny...

but my little sister and my mother's best friend's daughter are trying to hook me up with her older brother...who I've known since we were all little since we grew up as family...

damn *smh* I guess my love life has gotten that bad that an 18 year old and a 17 year old feel the need to play my personal cupids....

                          its funny though because I used to like her older brother lmao

I Swear....

Soo I'm sitting in here watching WWE (yes I'm 21 & still watch wrestling lol) but n-e-ways!! I'm sitting here watching it and none other than Shawn Michaels BKA The Heartbreak Kid comes out.

This man is the reason I fell in love with wrestling when I was younger.....

*sigh*
I promise if I had the chance....I would marry him
BUT
I can't so I'll just go on loving him from afar.

 

Yeah sooo...it's 2011

yeah I know I'm late with this but hey *shrugs* when have I ever done anything when I'm supposed to? lol. Anyways!! for those who follow me (and read the posts lol) we all know 2010 was a crazy year for me: lost 3 cousins -->RIP to them all<--, ended 2 friendships (one which I thought would ever end) and found new ones. Overall I have to say 2010 was an okay year for me....yeah sure there's a few things I could have done differently but hey that's life *shrugs* and honestly I'm happy about everything that happened because all of it taught me a lesson. This year though: I'm focusing more on me and my needs and not everyone else's. This year has already started off to a good start for me and I plan on keeping it this way....*toasts* here's to hoping that I can get everything that I want out of this year and that all of you can as well.

Hey Sweets!!

Sorry about being MIA but...life's been N-U-T-S I swear it has lol.
BUT
the semester is over for me so its back to blogging and I do have some things to tell you guys about. Good, bad, and funny lol.
I'll be posting tomorrow sooo....

I'm Back Hons!

 and for a while I thought I may be one of those people.

for awhile there, with everything that I had going on, I thought I had lost my passion for writing but thank goodness that wasn't the case. I just needed a break to get myself and recharge my batteries so to speak lol.

Quote of the Day

"If you're shy, get the hell over it:
You're slamming the door in your own face."

 
--Kimora Lee Simmons

It's Been Awhile

since I've really wrote in my blog so I just thought I'd give you guys a quick update of what's been going on in my crazy world lol. 1)I'm in the process of trying to transfer to a 4-year university b/c I'm ready to get back into one. I've done the community college and no disrespect to anyone else but...it's not the place for me. It's not challenging me in any type of way and honestly I feel as if I'm back in high school. 2) Remember how great things were going between me and "Mr. Right"? Yeah well, things have been put on pause between us because we haven't really been in touch with each other like we used to be. 3) Two of my ex's have decided that they want to pop back into my life and try to throw me into a loop and they almost succeeded until I remembered why all of 3 of them BECAME ex's in the 1st place. 4) I started my job search...again so wish me luck on that please! 5) I'm enjoying being SINGLE!! I mean I have guys that I'm talking to and that I'm hanging with but at the end of the day, the only person I have to consider and worry about is me,myself and I and that is SUCH a refreshing feeling....well I guess that's about it for now lol.

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Happy 100th

Wow I can't believe I've already reached my 100th post....

When I started my blog, the main reason for it was to have a haven that I could use for my crazy and hectic mind. Some place that I could say what I wanted, how I wanted and not have to worry about censoring myself.

All 100 posts I've written so far have been true to who I am and yep! *nods head* the rest of them will be just the same.

To Be Grateful...

"When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive-

to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love."
--Marcus Aurelius

B-day Recap

As you guys know, I made 21 this past Friday and of course my girls and I partied all weekend!!!

Friday and Saturday were our nights for intoxication and yeah....I regretted it the next morning b/c of the hangover from hell.

I have to admit though, as much as I enjoyed Friday and Saturday, Sunday made my weekend WONDERFUL!!!

The Saints are going to Miami for the Superbowl!!!

**as soon as we find the camera lol, I'll put up a few pics**

21 years so far....

Well the big 2-1 bday is this Friday and while I can't help but be excited for it to get here, I can't help but think back on how much I've changed and grown over the years. I've become more secure in who I am as a person, I mean I'm never going to be a 'normal' type of girl and that's okay with me because I'd rather stand out than blend in any day of the week. My tolerance level for bulls**t is at an all new low which is why I tend to lose friends very quickly *shrugs* I'll be the first to admit that I"m a VERY opinionated person and I don't hesitate to speak my mind.

I've fallen in and out of love, had my heart-broken and learned from every single relationship. The quote "don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened" became my mantra in the relationship area b/c, all of them over the years have taught me different things and helped make me the person that I am today.

Overall...I can honestly say that if I had the chance to, I wouldn't go back and change a single thing from the ages of 13 until now. Everything that happened, happened for a reason and I wouldn't be who I am now if not for those things.

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I can't wait for Friday to get here though!! My girls and I are going to bring my 21st bday in in a big way. Friday night it's going to be alcohol, music and each other<--that is how I wanna get down!! Saturday....ehh we haven't really decided yet but it's us so who knows?!!! and Sunday, bowling and daiquiris: this should be funny as fck because I've never been bowling before....or does bowling on the Wii count? lmao!

Diet Update

quick update on how the diet's going so far.

Well I've managed to lose 6 pounds so far, whoo!

*even with the occasional slip up of fast food lol*

Time To Grind!!

This year I am DETERMINED to stick to my diet. It seems like every few months, I'll start a new diet and stick with it for a month and then 3 months later....I'll have dropped it *shrugs*.

Not this year though!!

I swear I've gone up 3 sizes since my junior year of high school which is really upsetting because for the longest I would NEVER gain any weight.

*sigh* damn senior stress and then the dreaded "Freshman 15".

This was me for junior prom (size 5)

and here's a pic of me now (size 8)

Yeah not that much of a difference but it's big enough for me to be upset so I'm going to use my blog everyday to keep track of the progress. *crosses finger* let's see what happens.

2009 In Review pt. 2

This has really been quite a year for me. I've dealt with a lot of things, some bad and some good so I just want to take this time out to tell everyone who was there for me "Thank You."

1st of course I have to give all thanks and honor to God because without Him, I wouldn't have made it through this year. It is such a true statement when people say that "God doesn't put more on you than you can bear." I've learned things about myself this year that I know will help me to continue to grow. As long as I believe and have faith in Him, all things are possible....I will say that I will continue to make my relationship with God stronger in 2010 though.

2nd is my wonderful family....I don't even know how to begin to tell you guys how much having you in my corner 365 a year means to me. We are truly a family that sticks together. We can't pick the family that we're born into but I am SOOO happy to have been born into this one. Nothing or no one can ever make me love you guys less. We're a force to be reckoned with!!!

 

 

 

3rd--my crazy sisters and brother. You all know how I feel about you guys. My ride or die girls that's always there with a shoulder, some advice, ready to party or tear it up with me....damn we've been rocking since high school and college. Yeah we may fuss and fight and not always see eye to eye but y'all have seen me play games, fall in love, be hurt, cry and grow as a person and I wouldn't trade y'all for anything in this world.....I can't forget my little brother who thinks he's the older brother (yeah you Cambrice! lol). Just like these fools you're always there with a shoulder to cry on or just to listen and give advice and I love you for that. I know if I needed you, you got me and you know the same goes this way.

2009 In Review

2010 is only a few hours away and while I'm thinking about everything that's happened this year...I've come to the conclusion that 2009 was NOT a good year except for a few bright spots. Although I wish I could go back and change some things, I've learned from every incident and become a better person.

The United States 1st AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA!!!! Enough said right there. THAT was a historic moment that I can look back on and tell my children I voted in.


Celebrity Scandals....come on everyone, have we all forgotten that even though celebs are in the public eye that they ARE still human and make mistakes just like everyone else? Who are you to judge when it's not your situation? "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone".

A relationship turned sour this year taught me that I will never let myself stay in a relationship where I'm not happy just because I want things to work. Even more importantly, it taught me to NEVER EVER second guess my gut instincts. "Everything that glitters isn't gold!!!"<--that was my phrase for the year.


Friends come and go in your life and even though we may not initially want to admit that fact: it's always for the better. I had to let go of two people who caused me nothing but drama and stress whenever we were around each other. I loved/love both of them to death but...it had reached the point where they just could NOT be in my life anymore. I'll always love the memories of the good times b/c there were plenty.


People are going to be who they want and do what they want regardless of how anyone else feels. You can talk till you're blue in the face but unless they're willing to face the truth and make changes, you're just wasting your valuable breath. 

Death is a painful part of life but it's a part of life. We all are born into this world to die and it's a fact that we all will have to face sooner or later. RIP mama Marian, the King of Pop, Britney Murphy, everyone else that lost their lives this year and to my daddy-->I LUV U DADDY!!<--.

I hope everyone took the lessons that they learned this year over into the next year. There's never a bad time to try and reach your dreams and goals. Always keep in mind those things that matter the most: family and friends. Be safe and blessed. Talk to you all in the New Year.

The South Is Always Better

This isn't about the south against the north or the 'War Between The States' as it's called.
It's actually about Southern and Northern women and which one men prefer.

Okay this is the deal: I'm on this website and a while back someone posted a question asking which type of women men prefered: southern or northern? Everyone, of course, gave their opinion and the result is that I have even more pride in being a southern belle now. It was generally agreed on that women from the north tend to have more of an attitude and stand-offish than women from the south, while they did get kudos for their aggressiveness and willingness to take charge -->still say they haven't met the right southern women yet but ehh I digress<--.

They all agreed that if a man is looking for a serious relationship, one who wants a family and kids, can cook, take care of home and take care of business at work, then a southern woman is the way to go. A statement that was made though made me pause. It was said that...southern women are raised their entire lives to be able to handle business at home and at work while northern women were raised only to handle business at work. Is that true? *shrugs* who knows if it is or isn't and this isn't me knocking any of my ladies from the north but this female here? Has an amazing amount of pride in being a Lovely Southern Belle.